So

I don't know what to do, I swore I'd never write again and I don't intend to back out of that...but today just suck. Havn't slept, dont wanna eat....really down today and I don't even want to try to pick myself up right now. Tried to reach out..thought maybe someone might be able to help....but just went unanswered..and that just hasn't helped thing's any....find myself keep saying that "i wanna go home"....but I am home...so what do I mean? I really want a smoke right now for some reason....something I really don't do...or a good strong dosing of excedrin...6 or 7 of them would be great right now...not enough to do any harm...but just enough to change thing's a little...for a change...there's actually a song that completely fits this mood...







Static-X - So



So I've betrayed self
So I've betrayed you
So what now?
So what do we do?

Pushing you away
Away from me

So I'm, I'm confused
So you're not amused
So I'm feeling used
So what do we do?

Pushing you away
Away from me

Empty inside
I'm dying, I'm crying
She makes me bad
Betrays my head
Empty inside
I'm dying, I'm crying
She makes me bad