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So something odd happened today, had a little talk with the one I've been obsessing over....and though nothing has changed...I somehow feel alot better. I don't really get why but it seems like it's not so bad now...so rather then sit here and making this into a long drawn out entry....I'm gonna go play a few games while I wait for the seroquel to knock me out (hopefully it will) then I'm going to sleep...so g'night