idk

So it's been a little over 35 hours now....no sleep...cheated and ate a tiny bit thought it was scarcely enough to do little more then tease.

Ah well.

So apparrantly my mind is going into isolation/distraction mode.

I don't even know what I'm trying to say...

just grapsing at straws and hoping one turns out to be a rope...or something strong to hold onto....I want to sleep....but I can't....to much on my mind...to much unresolved....to much not yet fixed

....I'm hearing voices and I swear im starting to see things