Isn't it amazing how no matter how bad shit is going for you music can turn it right around if but for the briefest of moments, no matter how much you've been shit on, how pissed off you are, or how much you just dont fucking care anymore for that 3 or 5 or 7 minutes that songs playing it's pure magic it can transport you almost instantly to a place where you were happy once long ago, or even just a few days before. But of course, just like any magical cure for whatever plagues you, it has it's dark side too. For those of us that have experienced true, completely raw emotional pain there are song's that can quite simply break you in fucking two, I personally can't listen to Mr Brightside, or without fighting back tears, has nothing to do with the song or it's meaning of course, just that emotional connection to it. Bitch of it is, I truly enjoy the song but these days it's something of a curse to listen to. If your sitting there saying I'm wrong, Your either emotionally dead or full of shit, or maybe your just one fo the lucky that hasn't yet felt suffering.
Anyway, seems recently my posts have taken a more bitter tone and perhaps this is true, but to be perfectly honest I don't care. Untill I found a reason to start giving a shit about people's perception of me I'll be as bitter, mean, sadistic, and just generally wierd as I fucking want.
By the way, I love you Billy Bob Thorton.
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