Crawling in the Dark

"Show me what it's for

Make me understand it

I've been crawling in the dark looking for the answer"

So for a while now it seems as if I've pretty much put about everything on hold.  It's like living, but not really living seems to me I find myself waiting for something, maybe even someone, to come along.  and just make everything have a meaning again ya know? just something to give me a reason to want to do something. I'm not sure why but somehow just living for yourself is all so hollow, there just isn't anything special there that really makes it worth it, right now living to live is just like waiting to die.  It's pretty pointless and it's really kinda boring.  

"But in the end

It doesn't even matter"

Life is often referred to as a journey and rightly so, each decision leads you down a different path sometimes to reconnect with the one you walked before, sometimes to go in a totally different direction.  Sometimes you have no choice but to travel alone for a while, even if there's people all around you.  Somehow walking through the brightest of days alone, just can't compare to trodding in the heaviest of storms with someone right there trodding with you.