Who's Going Chicken Hunting?

So....I've decided I'm definatly gonna work on getting myself a nice shiny new rifle, thinking something like the M95....though that may prove rather difficult to purchase on the civilian market but we'll see.  Nothing like a little blood shed in the morning after all.   Maybe even take up some big game hunting something like bear.....or human, leaning more towards human just cuase animals don't usually deserve to just be senselessly slaughtered human beings on the other hand, we all fucking deserve it....karma's a bitch that way.

We's Going Chicken Hunting....Bitch.

Or maybe I should kill you.

Your Disease

You think you love me you think you know me

truth be told you don't know shit about me

I give just for you to take

You bleed just to see me ache

With each passing moment I hope to wake

'cuase fuck it if I'm faithless

Your disease is dead & gone

Now what's left for you to carry on

Your blood's on the blade

Just another one of your escapade's

You crave attention like the march of dime's parade

Must be so lonely inside that head

Sometimes I think you'd be better off dead

If you think this is hostile you got another thing coming

So you'd better jump up and hit the floor running

Your disease has tainted me now it's my turn to let it free

Another bitch another day this time your ass is getting swept away

Cuase your disease ain't killing me and you can't take this from me

Destroy you & your kind, time to make this world shine

Fuck You & Your Disease Bitch, Now Get On Your Knee's.

Unbound

With each day free I'm returning to me

Unbound from the corruption your spell cast over me

So I will despise you

Sorrow wrapped inside you

Destroy the very thought

Shatter everything you wrought

And now the day is near

Where everything seems so clear

Purged of your foul addiction

Today I'll begin my prosecution

Your heart is sad, pathetic and cold

Noone will stand by you till the day you become old

Bleach

To those of you who havn't yet seen this show....shame, shame on your sorry non-entertained arses.  This show is just quite possibly the best anime ever....Obviously not including Esca Flowne & DBZ...but, after them it's the best.  Anyway, to anyone with with some common sense, it's on adult swim at 12:30....watch it....or face my squirelly wrath.

Band Rant

For christ fucking sake, if one more band replaces their singer and think's they can still call themselves the same thing, I will kill them.  You can replace anyone else in the damn band, but for the love of fucking music fanatics everywhere if you replace the singer CHANGE YOUR FUCKING NAME, YOUR NOT THE SAME DAMN BAND ANYMORE.  Jackasses.

Xubuntu And You.

"So you found out today your life's not the same, 

not quite as perfect as it was yesterday"

Watching The Pacifier.....dear god if that's not enough reason to just burst into flames I don't know what is.  With any luck tonight shall be my first trippy ass venture into linux....and I'll probably hate every second of it, this too shall prove interesting, if not entirely maddening.  But yea, since there's absolutely nothing else to waste my massive lack of better thing's to do on there we are.  However, on the plus side I discovered the GPU fan on my now ancient GeForce 6800 GT still works and it's likely the reason it overheats during any serious 3D applications is most likely due to a complete lack of airflow in the actual box...fucking OEM's. Ah Well, It's time to venture....here comes the strain.

Incoherent Ranting of a Drunk & Love Starved Mind

On a mission devoid of my deflection, I strive

to find

the one that can rip open my mind, Inside

I want

to feel something positive again, Today

I hope

your out there searching to find me, too...

I dream that your out there somewhere

standing by someplace so damn near

I hate, this wait

I hope someday fate will set this sraight

Can't Stop The Rain

"She fell like a meteor onto the planet
And said, "Your world, it brings me down"

Apperently, life just isn't happy with keeping me down, what does make it happy you ask? crushing every last bit into the ground, complete and total destruction is what life seeks for me.  Well fuck that.  I'm done.  

No longer will I willingly play by life's rules, from here out fuck life, cuase after all you can't crush the hope of someone when they're already hopeless. 

"She crashed like an atom bomb
And said, "We can't live forever
One day I'll see you around
I dremt that we disappeared"

It's amazing, for some reason no matter how bad things get when your up against the wall for what damn near seems like the last time, how often can you truly experience this in a lifetime?

"I hate the rain
Here it comes again"

Qoute's, taken from Kill Hannah "Raining All The Time"

Today's the Day Windows Died

Today, something intriqueing happened.  Something completely surprising, though it really shouldn't have been.  Anyway, I've finally reached the point where.....I fucking loathe Windows XP.  I soppose it's been a long time coming but never the less it still managed to take me by storm....but today was the last draw, I simply cannot endure the sluggish performance that infests a Windows system after a meager 3 to 6 months and drags it to a complete and utter crawl not to mention the astonishing number of programs needed to keep the bloody fucking operating system clean, which in turn eats up more vital resources, this contributing to the decline of any possible trace of a effeciant operating environment.

Microsoft, I fucking hate you.

Who Needs Sleep?...

Sisters + Niece + Nephew + Dog = So Much For Sleep....

More ranting to come...

Let's All Live In Your Imaginary Life

Imsomnia sucks, that said....some of the most amazing discoveries happen in the middle of the night, like this lil gem I tripped over while endlessly listening to musicchoice, Apperently Chevelle has a new album out...and what do you know, this track just screams out to the ex, I couldn't have gotten any better myself, anyway here it is;

Chevelle - I Get It

So you say you're ignored

As it is,

Well, give us your sad, sad trip

You're right, I get it

It all makes sense, you're the perfect person

So bright, so wrong

Let's all live in your imaginary life

Assumed it's whether

We're right or wrong

We're doomed, and there's plenty for all

How dare you catch me counting

How dare you call at all

How dare you call it suffering

How dare you call at all

You're right, I get it

It all makes sense, you're the perfect person

So bright, so wrong

Let's all live in your imaginary life

Press on these tannins

They double in time

The touch of life, once failed to mention so far

Of course the law is fountains

Or face to face remorse

A fast and restless blackmail

Like pent-up fetish force

You're right, I get it

It all makes sense, you're the perfect person

So bright, so wrong

Let's all live in your imaginary life

Do you want enough?

Do you want it all?

Should you need it at all?

Takes a minute to see

Do you want enough?

Do you want it all?

Should you need it at all?

Do you want it or not?

You're right, I get it

It all makes sense, you're the perfect person

So bright, so wrong

Let's all live in your imaginary life

Life, life, life.

Nintendo is the Uberists

So my DS Lite's touch screen shat itself earlier this week for reasons unknown, needless to say...I was utterly miserable with the loss of functionality.   HOWEVER, I called up Nintendo's hot line late tuesday night, right before they were getting ready to close up shop expecting to get the run around and some bullshit like most companies give you when their product fucks you over....but I was taken by complete and utter surprise, it was like a blitz of happiness.  In about 20 minutes, the rep had unsuccessfully attempted to help me bypass the problem all the while she was quite friendly and professional....and she had a replacement DS on it's way out to me, at absolutely no cost to me...they even paid the shipping...which is simply stunning, the replacement even arrived here early....all I can say is this....Nintendo....You guys kick it.

P.S> ....hard.

Fuck The Tube

So tonight was the big series finale for Stargate SG-1....and it sucked, horribly....I mean this is the kind of episode you put on to combat the super bowl, when you know beyond the shadow of a doubt no one's really gonna be watching.  But, for whatever reason...they used this lame story....didn't even bring back any fan fav characters for quest spots, I mean shit son for a fucking series finale you'd think they'd find a way to work in one of the show's greatest characters, like hell he only spent about 8 years on it....fuckers....it's just weak 

But on the plus side, at least Atlantis ended on a high note, decent cliffhanger episode, finally get to see the city go into space, some kick-ass cool new beam weapon idea that was pretty sweet....but the best thing, was the 10 second spot for season 4's opener....with fucking Carter....yea, that's right...Samantha Fucking Carter, quite possibly it seems she'll be taking over command of Atlantis...fucking sweeeet......

Points

It's amazing how often people are so easily mislead to believe that you can actually get something for nothing, you can't.  For every action you pertake in, be it good, bad, or astonishingly no action at all you earn or lose points.  Some of you are probably thinking "Points?....wtf? this isn't a game" to those of you, you couldn't be more wrong.  Life is a game, in fact it's the ultimate game with the ultimate prize and penalties all rolled into one nice fucked up package, don't like it? tough shit.  Say your sopposed to go to the movies with some friends, you go you have fun, you gain points, you go and make an ass of yourself, you end up witn a slight net loss, you don't go without a bloody good reason..and you just lost some hard to earn points, keep it up jackass and you'll find yourself pulling a net loss everyday at which point you might as well just kill yourself.

And just for those of you thinking im a little bit cynical, think about it, if you friend blows you off once, it's not a big deal...but you'll remeber anyway, if it becomes a routine....you find yourself wondering if this person is in fact really a friend afterall, right?....don't bother trying to answer, you know I'm right.

So in the end metagame, your gaining or lossing points each day, each hour, each minute...hell if your even reading this your gaining some from me.  And keep in mind folks, these points are what you use to cash in favors....ever wonder why someone burned you with a job offer? a fix up with that hottie across the way?....yea...now it makes sense huh?...dumbass.