So it's late, I'm tired, to the point where I'm seeing thing's....and I lay down and close my eyes, and I find myself instantly wondering the same thing I've been wondering about alot the past week or so.
What do I do?
I'm being greedy, selfish and even childish becuase I can't have the one that I want most in this existance...I've tried toughening up....tried turning off my emotions agian....but they won't go off...so I can't pretend everything is fine...
So I can't have her....and I can't fake it...and at the same time it's killing me to sit here and take it...so what's left?....to walk away? well I can't do that anymore then I could take the air from my lungs, I'd much rather die then ever turn away
so here we go again...
What do I do?
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