Broken WIng's

Flyleaf - Broken Wing's


Thank you for being such a friend to me
Oh I pray for a life,
And have I ever told you how much you mean to me?
Oh you mean so much to me...
Thinking all the time how to tell you what I feel
Contemplating phrases.. I'm gazing into eternity
I am floating in serenity...

And I am so lost for words
And I am so overwhelmed

Please don't leave me just yet
Can you stay a moment please
We can dance together
We can dance forever

Under your stars tonight
We'll live & breath this dream

So close your eyes, but don't dream too deep
And please pass me some memories
And when I fall your underneath
1000 broken hearts, carried by 1000 broken wings

My Destiny Is You

you lost what was never really had
another nasty dose of the same old bad
climb up just to get knocked down
stand up again just to be thrown around
your arms out as you crash into the cold hard ground
bones are broken and the bodies bleeding
this pain is nothing compared to the misleading
dark forces that were once receding
are pushing through the gates no longer retreating
and through it all you'll become numb
cuase there's nothing left to feel and nowhere else to run

so here I go down this road again
dreams denied my hope denied
through it all wish I just died
but I'll walk this road and walk it well
till my feet are bloody and my ankles swell
cause I'll walk this path every single day
walk it alone till the day you say
today's the day you can finally have your way

no times too long for me to wait
because this destiny is my fate
any one less will only fill the seam's
but they'll never come close to filling my dreams...

Help?...

So it's late, I'm tired, to the point where I'm seeing thing's....and I lay down and close my eyes, and I find myself instantly wondering the same thing I've been wondering about alot the past week or so.

What do I do?

I'm being greedy, selfish and even childish becuase I can't have the one that I want most in this existance...I've tried toughening up....tried turning off my emotions agian....but they won't go off...so I can't pretend everything is fine...

So I can't have her....and I can't fake it...and at the same time it's killing me to sit here and take it...so what's left?....to walk away? well I can't do that anymore then I could take the air from my lungs, I'd much rather die then ever turn away

so here we go again...

What do I do?

90 Day Tania

So, in the middle of perusing youtube soetime last week I stumbled across this little video, short, no words or anything till teh end...and it featured a hot chick...so naturally...I have to check out the URL now, right? right.

Go to the URL, and the first thing I see in big bold lettering right at the top of the page "I Will Kill Myself In 90 Days" well shit this certainly isn't what I expected. The page is lightly detailed but of high quality, that plus the place of origin (youtube) leads me to believe this is almost certainly a elaborate hoax, much like the infamious lonelygirl15 saga....however, there is a slight possibility this is for real, in which case the first thought that comes to mind is....what a waste of hot peice of ass.....and yes I realize that shouldn't be my first thought, but it was so suck it up.


But Assuming this is in fact serious, and all the information on this death dairy are in fact accurate, why?

I mean this girl is absolutely drop dead gorgeious, she's attending college and seems to be doing quiet well, what could be so wrong in this girl's world to drive her to this means?

I call bullshit.

I leave it to you to make up your own mind; http://tania.movielol.org/

fail attempt

So what if your world ends
Just running around the bend
we'll see if the lights on again
there's something in your face
that transcends this place
and make it all worth it again
a brilliance in your eye
so come see it through my eyes
and know that I miss you again
the burdens of this place
float away into space